I don’t make promises I can’t fulfill, so when I say I’ll be there somehow, someway I will
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Stoped to Think!!!!
I toook amoment after reading my fellow sister blog Obsessive Compulsive!! and I was LIke.
" Jeee I have done alot and I have changed"
I mean *Me* was brough up in a western country tipical life style very simple very open very *sniFFFFFFF* apart of me.
I mean w00o0w my best year in elementary was Gr.7 I gave my teacher a hard attach it was funny then OMG!!! I feeel soo bad now thinking about it. He was big and tall very goooFy looking soo I call him "MR. Barney" looolz when new students ask whats the Music teachers name was I would say his name "Mr Barney" and they would say Mr B . . . looooolz he would turn around *me hide my head* and he goes
OUTTTTT!!! loolz.
yea MO'n High schoooooool was a blast!! except for the car accident we had when I was in grade 9. Sooo I didnt care much about my studies >_< (Like swear at the teacher) . I new everybody in the school because we went tothe say elementary so it was crazy. I got my act togather when I was in gr.10 every0ne everyone was like w0o0ow what happened to you?. I just had to change and foucs on my studies which means skip classes less and study harder cuz uni/collage they look a your gr.10 up marks.
uni was even more crazy Iwas working and studying I didnt have a life really,
My mum wanted me to be a dentist my dad a teacher I wanted a year OFF!!! loolz soo i got non because to be a dentest i had to have bIo and chemistry and grade12 math with an average of 85%over. Man I didnt know who to please?_? I had got a scolar ship for business.
( very much in love with business). so I ended up being a teacher in the mean time I um looking for a job in ex. Bank I got a job at koc traning centre bs its far Al ahmadi.
But u know what I have gone a long way I am very pround of my self
(pats self at the back). I mean I know what I want out of this life I am willing to take every -step to it even if it means Baby steps ^_^ just what I have been threw pays of one way or another. I have seen life on both views . . .
sick/health, poor/rich, sad/happy
Just Allah gives and takes no kidding :P I have learned my lesson from hanging out with the gangster crowned to surviving it to leting go of it to leaveing it.
I will forgive but never forget!!!!
I have beeen deep with this msg dont know why . . .
" Jeee I have done alot and I have changed"
I mean *Me* was brough up in a western country tipical life style very simple very open very *sniFFFFFFF* apart of me.
I mean w00o0w my best year in elementary was Gr.7 I gave my teacher a hard attach it was funny then OMG!!! I feeel soo bad now thinking about it. He was big and tall very goooFy looking soo I call him "MR. Barney" looolz when new students ask whats the Music teachers name was I would say his name "Mr Barney" and they would say Mr B . . . looooolz he would turn around *me hide my head* and he goes
OUTTTTT!!! loolz.
yea MO'n High schoooooool was a blast!! except for the car accident we had when I was in grade 9. Sooo I didnt care much about my studies >_< (Like swear at the teacher) . I new everybody in the school because we went tothe say elementary so it was crazy. I got my act togather when I was in gr.10 every0ne everyone was like w0o0ow what happened to you?. I just had to change and foucs on my studies which means skip classes less and study harder cuz uni/collage they look a your gr.10 up marks.
uni was even more crazy Iwas working and studying I didnt have a life really,
My mum wanted me to be a dentist my dad a teacher I wanted a year OFF!!! loolz soo i got non because to be a dentest i had to have bIo and chemistry and grade12 math with an average of 85%over. Man I didnt know who to please?_? I had got a scolar ship for business.
( very much in love with business). so I ended up being a teacher in the mean time I um looking for a job in ex. Bank I got a job at koc traning centre bs its far Al ahmadi.
But u know what I have gone a long way I am very pround of my self
(pats self at the back). I mean I know what I want out of this life I am willing to take every -step to it even if it means Baby steps ^_^ just what I have been threw pays of one way or another. I have seen life on both views . . .
sick/health, poor/rich, sad/happy
Just Allah gives and takes no kidding :P I have learned my lesson from hanging out with the gangster crowned to surviving it to leting go of it to leaveing it.
I will forgive but never forget!!!!
I have beeen deep with this msg dont know why . . .
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
~~z0o Trip~~
~~Z0o0o0o0o~~
Yup YUp I to0ok the girls on a trip and umm alive to tell the story They drove me crazy. Before going down stairs to the bus I asked the girls to pick a partner and go to the washroom/get drink. akeeeeeed once ur on the bus u get nagers Misssssss I want to go bathroom MiSsSSssss I want to eat walaa it hasent even been 10 mints on the bus. They were so0o0o loud!!!!! over exited hey maybe high of water :/ hehehe I didnt want to yell at them it was there time to have fun and learn about animals Soo I started Singing the wheels on the bus go round and round. Soooo we got there I havent beeen to a zoo in 5 years and I havent been to kuwait's zoooo for 10 yrs 0_o. I had one of the schools maid's come with me soo that was a help and another class was with us Boys. MOre and More naging Missssss this and that like OMG shut uP!!!!! umm not ur mama honestly this girl as u see above holding her lunch in a plastic bag MasahaLlah ate it in 10 mints ALLLL of it and then she complains of stomch pain. MOnkey prank check it out this girl Haya she brough a banana she goes " Misss this for moneky" I go Ok sweety aparently u cant be feeding them outside foood so I grabbed the banana from her and started tessing the monkey!!! loooooooooolz it was sooo Funny he was sticking his hand out soo cute see pic above then I hear a loud voice MIssss Stop!!! Its my co-worker saying that sooo curl :( I guess UMm as bad as my girls O0o0o0oPs >_<. soo0o0o my best smile student and cute pic is Badria u can see it above also. Over ALLLL it was Fun for me and them even though they saw me scream when I saw the lion aaaaaaaaaaaaaH!!!! UMmmmA and they were aLL *giggling*.*
**rewirded -- The girls with Ice-cream for good mannars and good behavior
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
enDleSS Road
Standing all by myself I stare at the infinite sky
Watching my entire life just passing me by
Too scared to leave, too frightened to stay
How do I get through one more cloudy day
This is not at all the life I had planned
Mapped out with directions, compass in hand
Instead I am on the road that has no end
Miserable inside, yet I go on and pretend
Since you have been gone, I am trapped in this pain
Misery keeps following me again and again
Trying to realize where have I gone wrong
Who was I once and what I have become
This book of sorrow is stuck on one page
No matter how hard I run, I breathe in the same cage
Sometimes it seems as million years have passed me by
Waiting like a lonely moon and crying with the infinite sky
Emptiness wonders how much more can I take
Don't know what is ahead but its one more mistake
But through it all I still keep walking on
Following me, the Darkness keeps stalking on
Chasing your shadow I keep walking on this endless roadLoneliness ahead, emptiness behind how long can I go on?
Back Then
BACK WHEN... Go back...Before the Internet or the instant message...
Before semi automatics, booze and weed...
Before PS2 or X-box... Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night...
Way back...
I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk. Red light, Green light. Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I? Red Rover. Four square (King's Court). What Time is it Mr.Wolf? Hula Hoops.
Running through the sprinkler. Happy Meals.
Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car Wait... Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons, Like Rugrats and Doug or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double
dare, and ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK! Who could forget The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles,and Power Rangers. Christmas morning...
Your first day of school. Bedtime Stories and Goodnight Kisses.
Climbing trees. Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck.
A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers. Slidin' down the steps on your butt. Jumpin' on the bed.
Pillow fights. Runnin' till you were out of breath. Or laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants. Being tired from playin' all day...Your first crush... Rainy days at school meant playing "7-Up" in the classroom Remember that? I'm not finished yet... Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer. Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes. Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.
Class Field Trips when nearly everyone's mom was at school waiting when the kids got back.... When getting high was swinging on the swingset.
When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle. When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool. When Toys r Us overuled the "mall" I want to go back to the time when... Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe".
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!" "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest. Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly". Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening.
It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends. Being old, referred to anyone over 20. The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.
When nobody was prettier than Mom and nobody was cooler than Dad...
Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better. It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park and getting an inch of snow was a dream come true. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare". Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles. If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!! Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life... I double dog dare you...
AwWWWwwWWWw *SniFFFFFffff* so0o0o0o cute and I want to turn back time.
Before semi automatics, booze and weed...
Before PS2 or X-box... Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night...
Way back...
I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk. Red light, Green light. Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I? Red Rover. Four square (King's Court). What Time is it Mr.Wolf? Hula Hoops.
Running through the sprinkler. Happy Meals.
Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car Wait... Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons, Like Rugrats and Doug or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double
dare, and ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK! Who could forget The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles,and Power Rangers. Christmas morning...
Your first day of school. Bedtime Stories and Goodnight Kisses.
Climbing trees. Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck.
A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers. Slidin' down the steps on your butt. Jumpin' on the bed.
Pillow fights. Runnin' till you were out of breath. Or laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants. Being tired from playin' all day...Your first crush... Rainy days at school meant playing "7-Up" in the classroom Remember that? I'm not finished yet... Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer. Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes. Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.
Class Field Trips when nearly everyone's mom was at school waiting when the kids got back.... When getting high was swinging on the swingset.
When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle. When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool. When Toys r Us overuled the "mall" I want to go back to the time when... Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe".
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!" "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest. Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly". Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening.
It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends. Being old, referred to anyone over 20. The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.
When nobody was prettier than Mom and nobody was cooler than Dad...
Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better. It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park and getting an inch of snow was a dream come true. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare". Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles. If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!! Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life... I double dog dare you...
AwWWWwwWWWw *SniFFFFFffff* so0o0o0o cute and I want to turn back time.
Friday, April 14, 2006
clear my mind
Idont know whats going on with me I feeel soo hmmm how can I descripe it fet up yes I hate leaveing in kuwait I hate everything around me. I miss {CanaDA} its soo boring down here I trie to keep myself busy but its not working. My mind and heart is there!!!! . first of all kuwait is my love my home sweet home dont blame me I grew up in {Canada} my friends are there my schools my work my everything!!! crazy and good times.Its hard to let go0-o but I have to!!! but I am not willing to thats the case. Soo i took the boys to the beach trie to clear my mind it was noon time man we almost got fried!!! sooo HOTTTT my body is used to 0% degree SNOW! I can stand being cold but not being HOT!
here's Carlito with moe ( carlito forgot his hat to bad)
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Thursday Get togather
will today my friends come over we we haven't see each other for weeks . Life has been busy for all but we had a goood laugh togather!! soo I went and made some turkish coffe and after we had the coffe. I said lets flip them for coffe reading and we all did. I dont really belive in fortune cookies or readings I mean it was for the kick of being silly and having fun. so "I filpped my cup over" and after a while I filped it to the front side my mouth droped what the!!! the coffe plate had a heart shape on it u must SEEE PIC!!! and when I looked in the cup it had a line if u fallow the line u will see a heart >_< what is going on here!!! my moms friend was there shes like " Ur in LOve huh?" Ummm *blushing* I say " Yes" they alll L@@k at me I go eee my Mama but really I am not and never will be!! :). It could be from all the stress I am going threw all the pain I keep inside all the hurt and now its hard to hide you see it in my eyes it wired how it came up in my coffe!!!! could it be something good or bad??
dONNNY BRAsco drinking Nido Milk man my baby haven't grown yet dont know why?
2days go I had a severe headache so bad that I had to leave work early I was soo
dizzy and the PAin ouch!! I really wanted to die It felt like I was. when I went to the schools doctor she gave me reffreal paper to hospital and its Migraine pain it hurts most on my left side of my head I felt soooo much pain!! I got tested and still no results.
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Bad DAy!!!!/ Food Strike
Man I had a bad day yesteday! Stupied Made halima "spilled hot water on Carlitos hands" i was out to go to the salon took my sissy my bro had basketball practice my other bro was taking a bath and mama went to get something from her bedroom. My mama says I heard a LOUd scream OOOOUCCHHHH!!! she runs like no tomorrow ( yea she acually did) and there was ali crying his eyes @.@ outs *7abeeby* and halima was standing there looking at hIm <> my mama calls me YeLLING come over blah blah . . . I got home as soon as I can I honesty yelled at halima ( My first time being Mean) I took him to the nearst clinic with a glass filled with water and ice on his right hand *7ayaaaaaty* he was crying I say ook honi 5 mints and it will be better he goes " its beeen 10 mints and it still hurts make it stop" :( I was crying with Him the doc gave him some cream to use 2twice a day. he was up ALLL night crying and he had a bubble on his finger he goes My skin is ugly noWW Hehehe. soo I ask HIm "carleto what happend he goes Halima took my hand and put it on the hot water" Sheno sheno what a siko I go ask her she goes she sasy she didnt bss i can Just seee in her eyes a lyee my bro issss soooo honest at the age of 4 he is a smart cookie ( Masallah) check this out i got i a figh with the nurse and she told me to shut up and i said u shut up hehe carlito when we went home he Told my mum the nurse told my sister to shut up!!! which means He tells the story men tataah el salam 3alykuim. GRRrRrRrrr i cant wait till my baba comes soo we get rid of her. I mean we treat her good she has 2 mobiles doesnt clean much she eats what we eat goes out I mean Come On. soo tomorrow ill take ali to the hospital if he still feels pain.
UMMMMMM hungry I have stoped eating rice will basiclly FAT food for about 4 days and I am feeling like cheating noww *shhhhhhhhh* I mean i Iam pretty fit but iwant to lose 5 pounds max and lose my tummy hehehe. i was will sport active in Canada but here in kuwait too laszy u get everything done in ur car. soo I am waking up now and be Th old me who runs every Morning goes to the gym often and eats healthy oooki bss not all the time.
will I gota go my Girls got a concert 2day UMm scaried they will forget there lines.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
As We Grow
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Find a person who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on them; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the person who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds your hand in front of their friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much they care about you and how lucky they are to have you. aaAAaaaWW so0o Cute!!!
