I don’t make promises I can’t fulfill, so when I say I’ll be there somehow, someway I will
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Long time No See
Long time NO See how u doing??
I know I have been away for a really long time * bad girl* but I really didnt have the mood to blog!!!. Since I got married everything in my life has changed just what I was scarid of and even worse!!!!...
So I got married to a selfish loser who is greeety and just a heart of rock!! I didnt even feeel like a bride no honey moon nothing special . I didnt feeel happy inside I just put on a fake smile to hide my pain. I tried to basicly adjust to his life style and that nobody is prefect !!!!! but MY GOD he was just a MAMA'S Boy he does what his mommy and sister tells him . .
anyways he got laid of his job by choise and he was just being lazy and stuff. He wanted me to work/drive/and be a wife I cant do it all by myself he was wired!! wala.
my grandmother passed away DEC.12 Allah yar7amha and he was sooo cold!! I have never seen or heard about a person with his actions. On DEc.30 the first day of Eid he never got me a gift or said anything nice. He was like why u celebrate eid ur grandmother died therefore I get u nothing :( man i was stabbed in the heart that day. anywho my parents said to wait and see what happens yet he went to see his sisters for eid and stuff but I didnt leave with him. Iwanted to stay with my family and he would pick me up later that night. GUESS what he never CAME to pick me up soo I never called!!!. the next day he calls and I didnt pick up because I was so upset with him so he shows up after 3 days and my baba kicked him out. Since that day my baba and I wanted Divorce but it gets better and better now I got sick I had a feeling of something but I wasnt sure. I went to boshari clinic and took a blood test and I found OUt i was pregneat on jan3.2007 after being married for 25 days hehe its 2months but I spent only 25day with him i slept over at my parents place alot. madry I hate telling my sad story over and over soo i feel cold telling u people I am sorry.
So now I am 8 and a half months pregneant due: September. 13. 2007 with a baby boy.
I just feel hurt for the baby I never thought I'd be a singal mother. But I am not the first nor I am the last!!!
I WILLLLL SURVIVE!!!
