I don’t make promises I can’t fulfill, so when I say I’ll be there somehow, someway I will

Eid Mubarak

2007-10-11T16:25:00.000-07:00

Eid Mubarak

KEl 3am ooo entooo eb5aaair ooo 3asakoom men 3awaaaada and aboooudi says keep the change :P .

I am a MOMMMY!!!

2007-09-28T14:17:00.000-07:00

Om 3abdaLLah Starting from August.28.2007

3:Hours old

3aboudi just 7:hours old he weight/ 2700Kg

Fist of all Ramadan Mubarik may Almighty Allah bliss you and your loved onces on this holy month of RAMADAN.

woooooow its beeen a busy year a lot has happened and the best thing out of it was my baby Boy 3abdallah. I had him 2weeks early on Aug.28 he was due Sept.13 As soon As I reached Canada on Aug.12 I wasnt feeling all that. But I kept on ingnoring it. Maybe it was Braxton Hicks contractions where the body is rehersing for labor. 1week later it kept getting worse it was around late midnight our hotel was by the hospital around a 20mint walk on foot. My baba was like "nothing wrong insallah maybe u should stop eating Shawarmma" becasue we new the owner so we hang out there most the time at night *GrRRRRrRrr* I was like " Baba u dont understand I feel something inside my tummy hehehe dad goes " ee baba fe baby". So we went walking to the hospital!! there was our own emergency room for pregneat women they took me in and did testing right away.

so after 3 blood works and few hours of monitoring my baby I had high blood presure they sent me home and said to come back to the clinic in the hospital.

the next day I felt worse then the first day so I went in again. they did more testing on me (OUCH MY HAND I hate needles!!) 3 doctors came in the room and said ur virus has 3 times doubled from yesterday and we need to indouce you!!. I was like oooh my GOsh I didnt even go shopping I asked the the doc if i can atleast leave and come back later that day and he said NOPE!!!. SO here I am alone in the delivery room getting ready I had 2have an altrasound and all that good stuff be4 delivery. I was only 37 weeks preg at the time.

u know it was my birthday that day I was soo happy iwanted a baby on my bday.

bs when you get indouced its not a pretty thing you have to wait 12 hours after they insert something then the cervix will open and then they break the water. after all that waiting they changed there mind because they didnt want to have me have a csetion instead I was under supervison for 3days then i was sent home.

heeeeeeeeeeef sorry for the long POST soo I have dont shopping aham shay ok so on August.27 I had a doctor appoiment for a check up I missed it so I went in anyway and preteanded I miss read the time. after they have done the LONG check up. I was waiting with my baba in the waiting room dad went to see if the docotor is coming soon 3ashan i was hungary the doctor told dad i was fine and baby is fine hamdallah just one more result so dad head out to call mom because I txt msged here and made her go crazy. so I decided to sneak out because I was told I am fine as I am heading out 2 nurses with a hospital gown came towards me and said "heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey you are having a baby today"!!! I was like "I AM".

and so I was marching toward the delivery room with my head up high but I was balling *SNiiiiiiF* abeeeee mommmmy. so they did more testing i think i ran out of blood they kept taking i was going to charge then hehehe. So after all the yuky time getting indouced i dont want to talk about it. they indouced me at 5pm and 5am i was Screaming my baba jumped i was in labor heeeyaaa i couldnt take the pain i was Screaming and throwing things away i was MAd crazy it hurts more then ever. the nurse came in and broke my water. So they put me in the shower and i was putting runny warm water on my tummy to ease the pain. after i was screaming for apadirl bs it gets better the person to do it was having a shift change so i had to wait!!!.

I was in so much pain i was saying PLZ ALLAH i will be good loolz i will do this and that. after the guy came and i was screaming at him for being late and so i got parlized and i only felt the constractions but not the pain as much. my brother came in with me he was video typing me the intire time bs he was typing my head and the nurses. so after 7hour of non stop pushing the baby heart beat went down he was tired of pushing the tried vacumming him out and he was still in and then the doctor was like we are not going to have u push all day. SO i went in for a C.Section they added more pain free med and i was awake the intire time joking with the nurses and my bro. heeeeeeeeef 7amdalah after all my baby was out and healthy he weight 2700kg soooo smallllll and tiny at 38 weeks.

3days in the hospital after my c.section i was in soo much pain couldnt move bs ihad no one but my dad and brother in the hotel room but i did it alll alone thinking about i dont know how i have done it alone ( but the gudience of Allah).

I will talk more about the plane trip nxt post insallah

Long time No See

2007-08-04T16:19:00.000-07:00

Long time NO See how u doing??

I know I have been away for a really long time * bad girl* but I really didnt have the mood to blog!!!. Since I got married everything in my life has changed just what I was scarid of and even worse!!!!...

So I got married to a selfish loser who is greeety and just a heart of rock!! I didnt even feeel like a bride no honey moon nothing special . I didnt feeel happy inside I just put on a fake smile to hide my pain. I tried to basicly adjust to his life style and that nobody is prefect !!!!! but MY GOD he was just a MAMA'S Boy he does what his mommy and sister tells him . .
anyways he got laid of his job by choise and he was just being lazy and stuff. He wanted me to work/drive/and be a wife I cant do it all by myself he was wired!! wala.

my grandmother passed away DEC.12 Allah yar7amha and he was sooo cold!! I have never seen or heard about a person with his actions. On DEc.30 the first day of Eid he never got me a gift or said anything nice. He was like why u celebrate eid ur grandmother died therefore I get u nothing :( man i was stabbed in the heart that day. anywho my parents said to wait and see what happens yet he went to see his sisters for eid and stuff but I didnt leave with him. Iwanted to stay with my family and he would pick me up later that night. GUESS what he never CAME to pick me up soo I never called!!!. the next day he calls and I didnt pick up because I was so upset with him so he shows up after 3 days and my baba kicked him out. Since that day my baba and I wanted Divorce but it gets better and better now I got sick I had a feeling of something but I wasnt sure. I went to boshari clinic and took a blood test and I found OUt i was pregneat on jan3.2007 after being married for 25 days hehe its 2months but I spent only 25day with him i slept over at my parents place alot. madry I hate telling my sad story over and over soo i feel cold telling u people I am sorry.

So now I am 8 and a half months pregneant due: September. 13. 2007 with a baby boy.

I just feel hurt for the baby I never thought I'd be a singal mother. But I am not the first nor I am the last!!!

I WILLLLL SURVIVE!!!

EID MUBARAK

2006-10-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

Hey

A very special EID MUBARAK to ALLLLL from the heart *MUUUUUAAAH hehehehe ^_^ and tagaaaabal ALLAH 6a3atkum!

7amdallah I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel mUch better and I am giving him a seconed chance!!!

SOrry for some stranger reason I cant reply !!!??? it gives me a msg sorry ur account something something .. ... any Idea why???

OK NOOOOOWWWW I neeeeeed everyone to think with me here!!

I want to do a Zafaaah but a unique one like before I wake in I want to have an English love song instead of classsic Insturment song!!! 7elo then when I acually walk in I want an arabic song that I'LLL have to talk with the D'J sooo for now I want a reallllllY nice love song ex. Celin dion any Ideal GIMMME names refresh my mind .

any ladies add me on MSN I want to invite
OK princess!! ; )

ThanXXX

ONe sad STory

2006-10-17T00:52:00.000-07:00

A prefect life to me is what?? . . . . being health and happpy and you kNow haveing spare change here and there (hehehehehe) . . . . I never expected more or less never looked up nor did I look down I basicly went with the flow then again "LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE" but I did have goals and I wanted to take every S T E P to get to them even if it was baby
S T E P S . . . . . . alot of things have changed as life goes on and changes take place I find my self stuck in my old memorie lane I wish I can turn back the time but I cant I wish I can reconsider somethings But I cant and my wish list goes on and on and on and on . . .

One of the things that have had a major inpact on me NOW is my MARRIAGE

my wedding is sooon Nov.12 I really want to cancel but I cant I dont love him looooolz I tell my best friend if he followed me and gave me his number I would never have taken it and look now what he is my HUSBAND. I mean I dont know the guy to judge him and what I know doesnt say much.

He is greeeeeeeeeedy because I bought him a diamond ring when he went and baught me a 20KD Ring.
He baught me oil paints for my BIRTHDAY O_0 *SNIIIIIIIIIF*
He doesnt even calllllllllll me he says he is "SHY"
We both come from two diffrent worlds!!
He doesnt speak ENGLISH OMG thats such a No NO
He is to white for me loolz i prefer darker tan ( I guess he shall start tanning )

Please dont ask why I agreeeeed along with this wedding I FEEEEEEEL SOOO SICK I lost soo much weight I look tired I am always day dreaming I like to be alone most of the time. 5 months ago the same day the men came to do the hole ordeal I told my DADDDY I dont want him bLah blah blah and my father said I love u and I want the best for u but if u only told me earlier before the men come. basiclly men cant take back their wordssss its 3aaaaaaaaBBB what and I have to SUFFFER CUZ they dont want to loooK GAY FUCK That SHIT ( sorry for the lang ) honestly I HATE SOME ARABS MENTALITY. belive me when I went to trie on alll those wedding dress I see the other girls laughing the SMILE IS From here '____________________' and there. and me I fake this cute lil smile heeeeeeeeef

I honesly feeeeeeeel hopless a birdy with out wings . . .

Sally back to life??

2006-10-08T01:29:00.000-07:00

SALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY

ONe cloudy yet bright morning Day Iwalked in class and I saw one of my students she greeted me . . . . .

" GOOOD MORNING" MIss m&*% :P and I was like . . . .

" man she looks like somebody " to my self. Truly this girl really looks like Sally one of my fav childhood heros!!! ^_^

Special Thanks __ To ILiveinQ8 for providing me with the sally pics!!

What do YOU THINK???

UMM Stillll here

2006-09-27T01:58:00.000-07:00

So I have decided to have a reward system for my students since they are sooo BAD!!! behavior wise!!! they are like those wiled animals that hate to sit down . .

but this weeks was pretty goood they didnt cry as much they didnt hit as much and etc.. I rewarded them 30 mints of play time in the playground. I decided I can introduce one of my fav childhood games DUCK DUCK GOOES. Ill refresh your minds we got in a big circle and sat down on our bottoms ok and then I demonstarated that I am the lovely DUCK *blush* and walk towards each child in the circuler motion and tap them gently on there heads and
say : DUCK DUCK DUCK DUCK DUCK untill I pick my GOOES then that child has to run after me while I run for my life to sit in his/her spot be4 he/she catch me!!!. SO it was going pretty good untill it was this girls turn "ROSE" ok hehehe she was like " dooooS dooooS DoooooS DooooooS and when she picked her victim she was like heeeeeeeya DaaaaaaagooooooooS!! O_0 where the hec did she get --- DoooooS and dagoooS!! I was laughing soooooooooooooo hard that I got all childerns attention and they started laughtiung Cuz I was pretty much out of it!!

check this out I am really tring to changed my students manners because it sucks ( I dont care they arent getting it from me ) you see They come up to me MISS bathroom I go what my name is MIss bathroom NOW!!!.. hehehehe sooo MISS feny BOOLAH So now they have to say " May I go to the bathroom please ALso May I get a drink of water please" If they cant remember to say all that they have to repeat after me inorder to leave for there duty however If they do remember they get a big sticker. I have this girl she super cute yet evil she asks to use the bathroom 3-7 times in a day.

she really acts it holds her self and shakes herself I feel like througing herout of class.
( because she really gota go ) a day soo I decided to fallow her she walks super slow looks around and helps her-self to a short game on the playgrounds!! Boy I had a long talk with her and her father. I told her the story about the girl who cryied wolf!!

so every wednesday before home time I give them a little treat ... But only those who were good since Saturday get one or atleast trie to be goood!!! So I got them playdos!!! and I make a big deal out of it I clap and huge and kiss and praise!! But YOU should seeeeeee ALLL the bad kids crying there eyes@@ out I go GOOOD for u ( I am sooo mean wala ) next time dont give MISSS a hard time.

So I have been coming home from work at around 3 but I finish at 1:3o though I have soo much work to finish. I signed for the geergayan celebration YUP YUP I like to work myself :/ so I get home strip my chloths offf from the dooor till I get to my rooom put on my baggy PJ shirt. JUMP my BED!!!!!! and zzzzzzzzzzzsleeeeeep till fatoooooooooor time and then I wake up for prayer and eat but this year I dont eat as much As I did last year!!! after fatooor I havent been watching t.v shows I have beeen going shopping I have sooo MUch dresss barovait its not even fun anymore I am sick of it!!! HMMMM what else . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I guess thats it for now

Lick yea later
ciao
I misss everyone :*

Ramadan Kareem

2006-09-22T09:24:00.000-07:00

[ O' Allah make me stronger to carry out Thy commands, in this month, let me taste the sweetness of Thy praise, put me in the mood of giving thanks to Thee, and protect me with Thy most reliable cover, O' the Most discerning Perceiver.]

ameeen ya rabbi

RAMADAN KAREEM OO 3aSakum Men 3awadaaH

May Allah bliss everyone in this holy month of Ramadan ( el kareem ) with His
al-mighty mercy and forgivness and bring us to good deeds . . .

I guess that means less Blogging and more praying hehehe I am naughty I know insallah this month will bring many of us closer to al-mighty *ALLAH*.

and always remember me in your prayer(s) at least trie to remember Cuz I will.
( I pray for every Muslim brother and sister ) . . .

Short Prayer

My God,the beggars are standing at Your door,the needy have taken refuge with Your Honor.the ship carrying the poor and humble people,is standing at the shores of the sea ,of Your generosity and grace,hoping for permission to cross ,to the shores of Your mercy and blessings.

My God, those who fast have profited,those who stay up in prayer have won,and those who are sincere have succeeded,but we are Your sinful servants!So be kind to us through Your mercyand save us from the fire through Your forgiveness, O Gracious, O most Merciful.

yala 3afyah el sha6reen ( teacher side of me coming out ) Barak ALLAH feeeKUM!!! ^_^

WILTED ROze IN DA HOUSE!!!

2006-09-14T09:02:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone *HUGS* I hope everybody is not to shaBBBY and is doing good ^_^!!!

Welll 1 weeeeeek has passed and I am alive!!! w0o0o0oW those kids are or shall I say drove me CRAZY!!! 2weeks ago I have been informed by the school's director that I need to fill in a KG1 teacher postion!!! and she talked me into it. I mean it was a challange I am used to elementary school childern so I always thought along its like babysitting and never had intrest into teaching a younger grade then 1. I was assigned a new classroom on the main floor and I had to start the classroom decoration I was going koo-koo really I had very little time to finish. I am the type that likes everything to be prefect!!!! bs el7amdallah.

As you can see above I have done the ginger bread man that I hang around the class :). I have gone around many place and purchased childern cartoons and singing cd's and a play house and a diwaniyah for the kids it showed be fun:). So first day came and I have 24 students and 6 are girls!!. It was a short day like an intro for the parents and student meet teacher!! and they all showed up 8 kids didnt want to leave the class they had to be dragged out sooooooo cute!!! the rest were kicking and screaming and spitting they didnt want to stay I had this one boy u can see him above on the right he asked me "ablah" when do we go on a filed trip looolz that was sooo cute I go "NOO abdulaziz my name is MISS m*&%% and we will gone soon". NEXT day its a fullll day and let me tellllllllllllll you I asked the parent to drop the kid and run out of class while I LOCK the dooor ( hehehehe) .

They were ALLLL screaming and crying and banging there heads on the floor and walll I honestly felt like crying with them. I called my MOMMY I acually woke her up I asked her to tell this one girl who was very loud to pretend shes her mom and that shes coming to pick her up sooon I mean I had to she was crying for hours!! non-stop. so I put on a cartoon and give them colouring sheets Boy/girl man I had some boys that choose the girl picture to colour!!!. it was a LOOOOONG day one shuts up while the other starts " I want Mama ya7marah" man they have big mouths for 3/half year olds!! and ofcourse at the end of the day nobody wants to go home. I mean when we go out in the hall I have them line up and hold a special rope for the line up and 5 boys run and deside to play on the playground!! and I left my skirt up and run after them!! boy ooooooH boy they drove me crazy!!!. this other girl in class shes supper tiny and sooo cute she looks like shes 1 but she 3 something she starts to caugh and then crys it kills me I go noura 7abeebty stop she goes " I want BABA" but I learned of away to make her stop I tell her I will take you ba*3alah and she automaticaly stops and I do during arabic class I pull her out and take her to the schools Canteen!!!.

I just have this one BOY whos like a leader to them and he is a mess he hits the childern and he kicked me in the tummy when iwas sitting on the carpet for story-time and he doesnt realllly care if you take away anything from him!! SO his father comes at the end of the day to pick him up and asked me hows Mohamed?? I rolll my eyes saying this and that and his father goes MISS loook at him isent he CUTE!!! 0_o umm like what! he is cute and reallly smart but he is rude and needs to be taugh how to act in school e5oooy and I shake mohamed's hand and walk away just so I dont say something rude I mean no wounder why the boy acts this way!!!!!! but I trie my best to keep in around me like ask him to help me pass out papers and help clean up so I can keep him busy from not hitting or thinking of evil actions. I love the boy in the pic on the left he is my little MONSTER!!!

Contact lenses for about 1. something Million woooow and who would want to buy that!! not even me personally I like to be unique from everyone else but I would not want to put diamonds in my eyes@@. Maybe on one of my front thooth's :P

IT SAYS:Diamond collection lenses may cause Irritation while wearing use ample amount of wetting soultion.

Right ON TOP!!

2006-09-11T01:46:00.000-07:00

-----------------Girls------------------------
------------are like apples---------------------
----on trees. The best ones-----------------------
---are at the top of the tree.---------------------
--The boys dont want to reach-------------------
--for the good ones because they ------------
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.------------
-Instead, they just get the rotten apples--------
--from the ground that aren't as good,---------
--but easy. So the apples at the top think--------
----something is wrong with them, when in-------
-----reality, they're amazing. They just--------------
------have to wait for the right boy to-----------
------ come along, the one who's,------------
----------- brave enough to--------------------
---------------- climb all------------------------
---------------- the way-------------------
-----------------to the top-------------------
---------------- of the tree.--------------------

hehehe . . . its sooo true!!!!
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I know I have been a "naught GIRL" for not updating and promising to and not doing so wala its been very hectic for me back to work and I got sooooo Much things to tell YOU!!! A.K.A Drama hehehe I still got to Run BUT INSHALLAH this weeek I well post a normal post!!!!

Bye for NOW!!!
C-Ya-Later allagitar ;)

Honey ummm Home . . .

2006-08-29T15:46:00.000-07:00

Yup!!! You heard me I am home for a short period though . . . First Of ALLL did anybody MISS *ME* <<<< . . .?????. I miss everyone really!! not to mention names because I know i'll miss one special person because you are all special *hugs* I have been soo busy . .

My computer got a Virus I dont know how but Now its back sooo a BIG WeLCOME HOME COMPUTER!!!*mmUuuuuuuuuH*
busy getting my class togather arranging sitting plans/lesson plans and making my desk loooking PPPRETY
I Have been *pampring* myself with a membership card at a salon in SALMIYAH its acually quite relaxing!!! nice stafff . . Salon called Tula ^_^
really I have been in and out of work not all the staff is here cuz we acually start Sept.2nd

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it without knowing what is going to happen next.Really I am having some wired feelings I have those endless sleeeples nights whats going on with me??? I fall asleeeep with soo much on my mind and little has been solved!! I sleep at around 5am/6am and wake up again around 12esh/1esh!!.. Really nothing on T.V but I usually watch this Q8ty show name *Censored* thats soo Boring what can I do I cant even call my friends because everyone has work and they are in bed like around 11esh. what a summer this is the most boring summer ever!!

I have a GOOD QUESTION FOR ALLLL of YOU out there

Fear? What is there to fear in love? Love is the very reason we live. To fear love is to lose all sense of living, and if we cannot live, then why are we put here?

Personally I have never been in love REALLY it's just that I have this one Charactor of "the ONE a.k.a "Mr. Right" and I am falling for it!!!! its like you have to have faith to believe when common sense tells you not to!!!

what is ur answer no right or wrong here ....

BIRTHDAY GIRL ^_^

2006-08-19T15:41:00.000-07:00

AUGUST-20
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I was born as a pre-mature baby ( science prove they are the smart's human alive *wooot *wooot ) a seconed child at the time and was very much Daddies Little Girl. I grew up in a middle/high class family who's very close to each other and family always came first. My baba was a P.O.W in the gulf war and I remeber it like it was yesterday. I was involved in the girl scouts most non-as *ZAHRAIT spent most of my school days on trips and plays. I was just this little girl with a big heart ( I STILL DO ) long black hair to my hips light skin dressed like a spanish salsa dancer most of the time pretty black eyes that you can seee the world threw it !!! leaving most my life in the west I learned to be independent and mostly caring by nature I trust and love others I trie to be mean but I am not good at it. In a few more days I will officially have been leaving in Kuwait 1 year man!!! 1 year o'ready it flew by so fast. One reason I call my self wilted-Roze its busy I was once a blomming rose but life has taught me a good lesson after my brother got parlized in a motor vicheal accident by a drunk driver.I have beeen threw so much!!! hey you only learn from mistakes and life is like a test really there is only pass or fail but there is a retake after you fail dont give up. So I have been REBUILDING MY SELF. Alot has happened I only hope its to the best*SNIIIIIIF* I Feeeeeeel like Iam more 30 yrs old then 21 yrs old!!! *

HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE ^_^

**** Wilted-Roze ****

After 10 years I am Finally celebrating my Birthday In Kuwait!!!!!!!!

21 things about me
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Honest
Shy
trustworthy
beautiful :P at least my mama thinks soo *GRRRR*
love kids
speaks more then 2languages some italian/spanish/somailan/french
I am a Godmother to 2 kids heeeeeYa
loves soccer/football/volleyball used to be in a city volleyball team
loves video games especially Mario/Sonic/cars/and dress up *Blush*
loves italian fooood LOVE ANYTHING italian Me adore Italiano
I am more a city girl then a town girl
I used to love SPICE GIRLS : GIRL POWER I have been to a backstreet boys concert
loves the colour baby blue and red but I usuallly wear dark colours
oooh and I loook Italian/spanish *WINK*
my nick name is SELENA as in the spanish singer who passed away in year 1995
Used to be a personal trainer
got my drivers licence when I was 16
got a bellly ring *SHHHHHHHHHH*
I am afraid of heights"_______________" 0_o
grew up with GANGSTA pppppL *wooooT *WOOOT NIGEA
I have a slight baaa7a in my voice and NOO I dont sound like a MAN!!

Gulf Msn Display ...... CUTE

2006-08-14T11:10:00.000-07:00

*Funny Display

feeling Boired!!

2006-08-11T15:27:00.000-07:00

I reallllY dONt KNow whats GOing ON with Me??? I have been sooo "SAD" these past few weeks!! I dont know how to change that feeling I feeeel deep inside my heart. I feeel my poor heart is shattered!!!!! . . . . .. into pieces that I Can't bring back togather yet I stand strong and put on my winning SMILE :) when its really a frawn....

TO keeep myself on tract and to keeep you posted ahead . . . . . . . .

NOW REALLLLLLLLLY MISSING CANADA

The weather ( even if its HOT )
My friends
My house ( my garden and tomato treeeee )
The OC Transpo meaning the public bus service
my old JObs I was working 2 jobs and going to school "personal Trainner"/"sales REP"
shopping for canady at the DOLLAR STORE hehehehehehehehehe!!!!
EATING my fav SUB ever "quiznos " YuuuuuMMMMy DO we have one in Kuwait??
Saturday NIGHT ill keep the activity to myself *SNiiiiF* Girls night in and out!
My Gay friend MATT ( he is super dupppppppper nice )
Mostly I miss being me taking my long walks at the lake and being SImple old me.

I am sure mUch More . . .

*AUGUST*

My friend is going back to the Stauts ON Sunday and I welll seee her again NEXT year :(
Before September I have to go shopping for my class and get it ready and looking HOT! in time for my students
ON AUG-15 I have to go to the American Embassy for TESTing!! kind Wired!!
AUG-20 eeeeeeeeh thats the DAy I was BORN ^_^

Aug-27 My american friend is have a nose surgery in Kuwait pooor baby

*I was Driving around and toook this Picture Kind blurry Sorry*

Are We ??

2006-08-07T13:37:00.000-07:00

Now CAlling ALLLL my Beautiful Ladies out there ^_^

Are We reallllllllY Trouble!!!! * Sad puppy FAce*

NOKIA N800i

2006-08-03T05:02:00.000-07:00

Nokia 800i

One of the best High tech mobile Yet!!!!

P.S

First come first Serve!!!!!!

where'd u go ?????

2006-07-28T04:37:00.000-07:00

Where'd YOU GO???

where'd you go?
i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone.

she said "some days i feel like shit,
some days i wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
i don't understand why you have to always be gone,
i get along but the trips always feel so long,
and, i find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'cause your voice always helps me when i feel so alone,
but i feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
but when i pick up i don't have much to say,
so, i want you to know it's a little fucked up,
that i'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
tellin' you that i've had it with you and your career,
me and the rest of the family here singing "where'd you go?"

i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone.
where'd you go?
i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone,
please come back home...

you know the place where you used to live,
used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
used to have a little party every hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
but now, you only stop by every once in a while,
shit, i find myself just fillin' my time,
anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
i'm doin' fine, i plan to keep it that way,
you can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
and i'll tell you, i want you to know it's a little fucked up,
that i'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
tellin' you that i've had it with you and your career,
me and the rest of the family here singing "where'd you go?"

i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone.
where'd you go?
i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone,
please come back home...

i want you to know it's a little fucked up,
that i'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
for while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
it seems one thing has been true all along,
you don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
i guess i've had it with you and your career,
when you come back i won't be here and you'll can sing it...

where'd you go?
i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone.
where'd you go?
i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone,
please come back home...
please come back home...
please come back home...
please come back home...

My baby Girl Tara sent me those pIcs of here when she went to Italy with her grandparents. Along she send me this song by: Fort Minor WHere'd You GO? As you can see the lyrics is on top the highlights other then pruple is what I reallllllllY FEEEEL and Missss SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! *SNIIIIIIIIIIIIFFFF*

Hey Mona

How are you. I was just looking @ your e-mails that you have sent me and decided to write you. Well life is going really good. I just started summer school, which is interesting. I have a good job now that i lkie, I also met a boy who is so like me its scary. Christal met a guy 2 and she is really happy. What is new with you please e-mail me to let me know.

Love

Tara

xoxoxoxo

p.s I sent you pics of Italy I hope you like

Beautiful Countries

2006-07-18T13:06:00.000-07:00

These are the names of the some romantic countries in the world.

H.O.L.L.A.N.D Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies.
I.T.A.L.Y. I Trust And Love You.
L.I.B.Y.A. Love Is Beautiful; You Also.
F.R.A.N.C.E. Friendships Remain And Never Can End.
C.H.I.N.A. Come Here... I Need Affection.
B.U.R.M.A. Between Us, Remember Me Always.
N.E.P.A.L. Never Ever Part As Lovers.
I.N.D.I.A. I Nearly Died In Adoration.
K.E.N.Y.A Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.
C.A.N.A.D.A. Cute And Naughty Action that developed into
attraction *woooot wooot*
K.O.R.E.A. Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every adversity.
E.G.Y.P.T. Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!
M.A.N.I.L.A. May All Nights Inspire Love Always.
P.E.R.U. Phorget (Forget) Everyone... Remember Us.
T.H.A.I.L.A.N.D. Totally Happy. Always In Love And Never Dull.

what would u say for " KUWAIT"

the pic above is Sre Lanka *beautiful*

I got a BoBo

2006-07-17T03:35:00.000-07:00

YES I GOT a BoBo I wish my mommy can KISS it and it will GO away!!! I love it when my little brother does that he really thinks it wellllllllll GO away its tooooooo cute soo when I burned my finger with hot water OUCH!!! SO I added tooth past to help coool down the burn it works I got that from my grama ^_^ . I was like carlito looook at my boBo and he was kissing it loolz and was like seee its gone now looooooolz I didnt know to laugh or cry cuz it did hurt. Anywho I was sitting outside the borch and two little pups came and I feed then bread and water loolz cheap eh?? I didnt have dogi foood thats why man after I took the pics I got scaried look how one of them eyes spark awwww scary a devil PUP. Carlito came outside after hearing the dogis bark he was like " hi My name is Carlito"" you want to play with me" man that kid craks me up!!! and then he named them *Tom and Jerry*. So here goes my plans to lebenon down the drain :( But I really hope things easeee up 7aram I feeeel sooooo POWER LESSS I just dont want to talk about it. I mean we can do the talk but we cant do the walk.

Intrested???

2006-07-15T11:12:00.000-07:00

NOKIA N91

Hey my brother has got the Nokia N91 from the stauts and he is sellling them!!! They need to be turned into arabic they have an international warrenty. Brand new from the box and yes they are in there original boxes. I dont know what else to say but the price is better (cheaper) then the store!! If your intrested drop a msg and I will make sure to get back to you.

Thanxx

bbbback

2006-07-13T14:59:00.000-07:00

Hey Everyone!!!!

I reallly missed posting and reading other blog(s) I have been really busy running around feeling like a headless chicken most of the time. So yea its been pretty hectic 7amdallah the party was a BlaSSSSSST I had sooo Much fun my western friends showed up by suprise and spiced up the party. They were Singing " I like Big BUTs and I cannot dennie" And shaking there bum bums and I mean overAllll it was fun I really had a great time ^_^. So yea I didnt get that BIG FAT Diamond ring every girl dreams of but I guess the gift is by the meanning not the LOook :P . The only thing that almost went bad was the cataring service driver got in a small car accident the food was late but 7amdallah he is good as a horse. oooh and I had a lady singer she was one of those religious ones that sing about the Phrofet peace be upon him she sang songs about me and how prettttttty I loooked hehehehehehe. *BLUSH***

My mama had flower gifts and boxes of dehen 3ood with our names on it so I though that was very sweet of her sience she planned the entire party with my dad.

OooH and I saved everybody cake!!!

enjoy allllllF 3afyaaaaah

Not Yet Ready!!

2006-06-29T12:57:00.000-07:00

OMG you Seeee I have designed 2 dress for my engagement party for next thursday insallah and the tailor MESSED up mY red DresssssS. Man i was Balling!!! Sooo I went and bought More Fabric and I payed them a Vist today at the work shop with my bro to be on the safe side. I brought Pepsi and sandwiches and some snaks YEs I am Bribing them (kuwaiti Style).

Soo here's a Sneak peeeK you can see above the red dress and the model in the mag and the greeen dress is for a traditional kuwaiti Yalwaaa ^_^

BREAKING NEWS!!!!

2006-06-23T12:25:00.000-07:00

Finallly I have just ended a Chapter and soooon to begin an endlesss bo0o0o0oooK of chapters.

I never though of it and never expected it to be soooo soooooon but you know its Faith I belive you seee there is this Qoute" what's ment to be will always FInd its way" and it HAS ^_^

your still Guessing??? Now I got to learn how to coook !!!

Share my happy and sad moments cry and laugh 2gather :) From wilted-roze to Healing ROSE. But a part of me will always need time to heal.

(Wilted-roze) *Blushes* I am Officially ENGAGED and I wanted to share this with everyone!!!!

FOR SALE!!!

2006-06-08T12:44:00.000-07:00

LEt The BIDDING Begin!!!

HEART FOR SALE;;
Nearly whole. 50% broken. Slightly LIfe-damaged.
SCRATCHED && x3 BRUiSED. USED && ABUSED.
iT`S FREE. RESULTS MAY VARY. iNTERESTED?
CALL ;; 1`800`HEART`BROKEN.

Every once in a while

an unbelievable sadness

comes over me

& breaks my heart all over again.

& it's not because of the way things are

but because of the way

they could have been

But I Guess Sometimes you have to hold back the tears, take a deep breath, and let go . . .. . .

Its ok to be . .

2006-06-06T02:24:00.000-07:00

its okkkkkkkk w00oo0w this made me SMile and feeeel sooo good I was book hunting in the library. The Girls enjoyed it sooo did I soo I hope you do also and not feeeel diffrent from anybody else we are all unique in our own ways.

But Dam "its ok to have two diffrent mom's/dad's" is crazy. Not very middle eastern is it??

CUTE!!!!

2006-06-03T21:58:00.000-07:00

MoFeeed El- Wa7ash and his Companian
Paretner in Crime

I was browsing threw pics in my PC and came across . . .this was on international day The KG1 class (kindergarten) topic was on Syria and those Boys cracked me UP sooooo CUTeeeeeee and I was calling the Boy on the Left MOFEED EL WAA7Sh and he had a look on his face it was lIke "Ok Ladie GO away NOw".

SOoooo Tired toooDay I feeel like Playing WHo can sleeep the longest game with the girls. oooh and from 27 Girls to 15 today WhoooWHOOOO ameeen to that SISta

tata

Girls GOne Wild

2006-05-29T04:00:00.000-07:00

.Gota Have MY CaPPucciNo . .. .(Cafine) Tastes YuMMmmY . . . .

MAN I dont know whats Up with mY classs there GOne Wiled :? there is still 3 weeks left of school and they are out of control non-stop talking Rude/bad language to others. Be4 I start my class I gota have my headache Pill which is Pandol and OF course MY CaFine. I have a Big class room 27 GIRLSSS!! soo this MIssy here had chickenpox and came to me saying miss look there itchy and AS u know it causes red bumps. So I send her with the made to the school's doctor. I feel sorry for the girls seting next to her I mean 7araaam. WHy would A parent send there Child to school HOW SElf-fish!!!! Grrrr

So we are having an End of year concert and I decided we Sing and act the Neigborhood Song Sesame Streeet .

OMG this Girl Deema.R gave me a letter format paper Reading . . " I want to Say something . . . I love you and you are my eyes" *SniFFFFF* I honestly cryied mY Eyes Out HOwww Sweeet OF her and she also drew a canadian FLag. It made MY Day BIg TIme ( Me walking around with a Big SMILE ^_^ )

MY Design

2006-05-27T21:49:00.000-07:00

WHat you think???

It's my First time working with adobe and Just the Idea Maynoonah (crazy)
and Yes those are Really TEars then . . .

hope you like it and feeel free to save AS :P

Run Away Maid . .

2006-05-21T04:02:00.000-07:00

Can things get any better??

First:
Our maid Ran away Yesterday around 10:30pm I mean It makes us l@@K bad We honest to GOD Treat her nice is this what u get for being NIce. she ran oFF WIth a bunsh of stuff and WIth MY PicTURES!ya3ani I o'ready have bad LUCk dont neeed more LUck with Indonisan Vo0do.

Seconed: I lost my Voice again for the One million(th) time the doctor said again it can cause a major damage to my voice vocals:( *SNIFFF*

Third: as u see the pic it speacks for its self MY girls I told them that I might Get married Man its the same expression I had on my face when My Mama told me about it also.

P.S thanxxx
2: papillona
for the layout LOOks NIce ^_^

UMM back But StiLL in The AwaY mooD

2006-05-13T09:58:00.000-07:00

I know I have been away from my Sweeet Blogggi but what can I do!! just been soo busy and soo many things happening at once HeeEEEeeeF.

Ill give u a sneak peak wedding proposals *GRRRRrrrrr* Mabe mabee

Insallah when everything cooolz down ILL get down with the juicy details.

ciao 4Now

Blah Blah

2006-05-06T06:21:00.000-07:00

First comes first incase ur woundring whats the point of these pics ook I have the girls study 1o volcabulary word and are tested once a week (every monday Morning) ok. Sooo I have been doing this for a few months ooooki soo far soo good. I pulled a few girls outa islamic class to catch up on English (they were absent for a few lessons). As I sat down I saw reem's pencial case it made me laugh on how my friends would think its sillly looking. I turn it around and BAAAAAMMMM!!! my eyes opened. SHe has beeen cheating aLLL along a Girl that just turned 6yrs old thinking ok such thing made my eyes fill with tears (No child HOod). I HONESTLY yELLLED at her why reem why she nods no like umm it not my pencial case then I said 'if u tell me the truth Um letting u go' she nods no then fast yes!!. SOO not I am desiding if its to hard for her thats whys she cheating. I will have her tested on 3 words instead if 10 and build her confidence up. But W_O0ow I didnt learn how to cheat till high school.

heeeeef this has been a very hectic weeeek OF course its May which means schoool is almost over Boy of boy this year went FAST!!!. I have so many events to cover YEAR BOOK before June something :/. I have 3 teachers invovled in year book and there so lazy!! Umm Always the one organizing a year-book meeting. Next I got International Day country of choise * CANADA* ^_^ umm doing the native Indians (a.k.a red Indians) its cute when I am in class teaching them the Canadian anthem and the native Indian's anthem hehehe here it goes. ***OOoh canada our home and not native land hehehe Joking***. I have a Huge impact on those young ladies they keep saying " Miss I told my Baba to take us to Canada in the summer and to pick u up be4 we do" OooooPs Umm I crying to Loud here loolz Or they say " MIss when umm older I want to go study in Canada like u" shooot what have I done everyone in class fighting over who goes to Canada first. Umm going to Canada in summer and I told them that um going to miss them if I dont come back ( which um planning not to come back).

Dresses

2006-05-04T05:45:00.000-07:00

I had ALL 3 dresses done at the same time. Now I dont KNow what to wear??? I have 5 weddings coming up the first one starts tomorrow.

I also have 2 dresses at

the designer. The green
dress you see is
a Haifa wahabi

style. the blue I
designed and
the colourful
Plasa skirt with
a long sleeve top. I like SImple dresses very classic and elegent is the look I seeek :P

Soo embarassing I Dont even know how to dance , I tell my mom if my older bro get married i want to put a English song heeeeeyaaa sean paul shack that thing misss kala kala looooolz

Stoped to Think!!!!

2006-04-29T02:42:00.000-07:00

I toook amoment after reading my fellow sister blog Obsessive Compulsive!! and I was LIke.
" Jeee I have done alot and I have changed"

I mean *Me* was brough up in a western country tipical life style very simple very open very *sniFFFFFFF* apart of me.

I mean w00o0w my best year in elementary was Gr.7 I gave my teacher a hard attach it was funny then OMG!!! I feeel soo bad now thinking about it. He was big and tall very goooFy looking soo I call him "MR. Barney" looolz when new students ask whats the Music teachers name was I would say his name "Mr Barney" and they would say Mr B . . . looooolz he would turn around *me hide my head* and he goes
OUTTTTT!!! loolz.

yea MO'n High schoooooool was a blast!! except for the car accident we had when I was in grade 9. Sooo I didnt care much about my studies >_< (Like swear at the teacher) . I new everybody in the school because we went tothe say elementary so it was crazy. I got my act togather when I was in gr.10 every0ne everyone was like w0o0ow what happened to you?. I just had to change and foucs on my studies which means skip classes less and study harder cuz uni/collage they look a your gr.10 up marks.

uni was even more crazy Iwas working and studying I didnt have a life really,
My mum wanted me to be a dentist my dad a teacher I wanted a year OFF!!! loolz soo i got non because to be a dentest i had to have bIo and chemistry and grade12 math with an average of 85%over. Man I didnt know who to please?_? I had got a scolar ship for business.
( very much in love with business). so I ended up being a teacher in the mean time I um looking for a job in ex. Bank I got a job at koc traning centre bs its far Al ahmadi.

But u know what I have gone a long way I am very pround of my self
(pats self at the back). I mean I know what I want out of this life I am willing to take every -step to it even if it means Baby steps ^_^ just what I have been threw pays of one way or another. I have seen life on both views . . .

sick/health, poor/rich, sad/happy

Just Allah gives and takes no kidding :P I have learned my lesson from hanging out with the gangster crowned to surviving it to leting go of it to leaveing it.

I will forgive but never forget!!!!

I have beeen deep with this msg dont know why . . .

z0o Trip

2006-04-26T16:03:00.000-07:00

~~Z0o0o0o0o~~

Yup YUp I to0ok the girls on a trip and umm alive to tell the story They drove me crazy. Before going down stairs to the bus I asked the girls to pick a partner and go to the washroom/get drink. akeeeeeed once ur on the bus u get nagers Misssssss I want to go bathroom MiSsSSssss I want to eat walaa it hasent even been 10 mints on the bus. They were so0o0o loud!!!!! over exited hey maybe high of water :/ hehehe I didnt want to yell at them it was there time to have fun and learn about animals Soo I started Singing the wheels on the bus go round and round. Soooo we got there I havent beeen to a zoo in 5 years and I havent been to kuwait's zoooo for 10 yrs 0_o. I had one of the schools maid's come with me soo that was a help and another class was with us Boys. MOre and More naging Missssss this and that like OMG shut uP!!!!! umm not ur mama honestly this girl as u see above holding her lunch in a plastic bag MasahaLlah ate it in 10 mints ALLLL of it and then she complains of stomch pain. MOnkey prank check it out this girl Haya she brough a banana she goes " Misss this for moneky" I go Ok sweety aparently u cant be feeding them outside foood so I grabbed the banana from her and started tessing the monkey!!! loooooooooolz it was sooo Funny he was sticking his hand out soo cute see pic above then I hear a loud voice MIssss Stop!!! Its my co-worker saying that sooo curl :( I guess UMm as bad as my girls O0o0o0oPs >_<. soo0o0o my best smile student and cute pic is Badria u can see it above also. Over ALLLL it was Fun for me and them even though they saw me scream when I saw the lion aaaaaaaaaaaaaH!!!! UMmmmA and they were aLL *giggling*.*

**rewirded -- The girls with Ice-cream for good mannars and good behavior

enDleSS Road

2006-04-25T00:16:00.000-07:00

Standing all by myself I stare at the infinite sky
Watching my entire life just passing me by
Too scared to leave, too frightened to stay
How do I get through one more cloudy day

This is not at all the life I had planned
Mapped out with directions, compass in hand
Instead I am on the road that has no end
Miserable inside, yet I go on and pretend

Since you have been gone, I am trapped in this pain
Misery keeps following me again and again
Trying to realize where have I gone wrong
Who was I once and what I have become

This book of sorrow is stuck on one page
No matter how hard I run, I breathe in the same cage
Sometimes it seems as million years have passed me by
Waiting like a lonely moon and crying with the infinite sky

Emptiness wonders how much more can I take
Don't know what is ahead but its one more mistake
But through it all I still keep walking on
Following me, the Darkness keeps stalking on

Chasing your shadow I keep walking on this endless roadLoneliness ahead, emptiness behind how long can I go on?

Back Then

2006-04-25T00:10:00.000-07:00

BACK WHEN... Go back...Before the Internet or the instant message...
Before semi automatics, booze and weed...
Before PS2 or X-box... Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night...
Way back...

I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk. Red light, Green light. Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I? Red Rover. Four square (King's Court). What Time is it Mr.Wolf? Hula Hoops.

Running through the sprinkler. Happy Meals.
Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car Wait... Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons, Like Rugrats and Doug or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double

dare, and ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK! Who could forget The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles,and Power Rangers. Christmas morning...
Your first day of school. Bedtime Stories and Goodnight Kisses.
Climbing trees. Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck.
A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers. Slidin' down the steps on your butt. Jumpin' on the bed.

Pillow fights. Runnin' till you were out of breath. Or laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants. Being tired from playin' all day...Your first crush... Rainy days at school meant playing "7-Up" in the classroom Remember that? I'm not finished yet... Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer. Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes. Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.

Class Field Trips when nearly everyone's mom was at school waiting when the kids got back.... When getting high was swinging on the swingset.
When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle. When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool. When Toys r Us overuled the "mall" I want to go back to the time when... Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe".

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!" "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest. Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly". Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening.
It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends. Being old, referred to anyone over 20. The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.

When nobody was prettier than Mom and nobody was cooler than Dad...
Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better. It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park and getting an inch of snow was a dream come true. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare". Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles. If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!! Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life... I double dog dare you...

AwWWWwwWWWw *SniFFFFFffff* so0o0o0o cute and I want to turn back time.

clear my mind

2006-04-14T16:57:00.000-07:00

Idont know whats going on with me I feeel soo hmmm how can I descripe it fet up yes I hate leaveing in kuwait I hate everything around me. I miss {CanaDA} its soo boring down here I trie to keep myself busy but its not working. My mind and heart is there!!!! . first of all kuwait is my love my home sweet home dont blame me I grew up in {Canada} my friends are there my schools my work my everything!!! crazy and good times.Its hard to let go0-o but I have to!!! but I am not willing to thats the case. Soo i took the boys to the beach trie to clear my mind it was noon time man we almost got fried!!! sooo HOTTTT my body is used to 0% degree SNOW! I can stand being cold but not being HOT!

here's Carlito with moe ( carlito forgot his hat to bad)

Thursday Get togather

2006-04-13T16:13:00.002-07:00

will today my friends come over we we haven't see each other for weeks . Life has been busy for all but we had a goood laugh togather!! soo I went and made some turkish coffe and after we had the coffe. I said lets flip them for coffe reading and we all did. I dont really belive in fortune cookies or readings I mean it was for the kick of being silly and having fun. so "I filpped my cup over" and after a while I filped it to the front side my mouth droped what the!!! the coffe plate had a heart shape on it u must SEEE PIC!!! and when I looked in the cup it had a line if u fallow the line u will see a heart >_< what is going on here!!! my moms friend was there shes like " Ur in LOve huh?" Ummm *blushing* I say " Yes" they alll L@@k at me I go eee my Mama but really I am not and never will be!! :). It could be from all the stress I am going threw all the pain I keep inside all the hurt and now its hard to hide you see it in my eyes it wired how it came up in my coffe!!!! could it be something good or bad??

dONNNY BRAsco drinking Nido Milk man my baby haven't grown yet dont know why?

2days go I had a severe headache so bad that I had to leave work early I was soo
dizzy and the PAin ouch!! I really wanted to die It felt like I was. when I went to the schools doctor she gave me reffreal paper to hospital and its Migraine pain it hurts most on my left side of my head I felt soooo much pain!! I got tested and still no results.

Bad DAy!!!!/ Food Strike

2006-04-08T00:28:00.000-07:00

Man I had a bad day yesteday! Stupied Made halima "spilled hot water on Carlitos hands" i was out to go to the salon took my sissy my bro had basketball practice my other bro was taking a bath and mama went to get something from her bedroom. My mama says I heard a LOUd scream OOOOUCCHHHH!!! she runs like no tomorrow ( yea she acually did) and there was ali crying his eyes @.@ outs *7abeeby* and halima was standing there looking at hIm <> my mama calls me YeLLING come over blah blah . . . I got home as soon as I can I honesty yelled at halima ( My first time being Mean) I took him to the nearst clinic with a glass filled with water and ice on his right hand *7ayaaaaaty* he was crying I say ook honi 5 mints and it will be better he goes " its beeen 10 mints and it still hurts make it stop" :( I was crying with Him the doc gave him some cream to use 2twice a day. he was up ALLL night crying and he had a bubble on his finger he goes My skin is ugly noWW Hehehe. soo I ask HIm "carleto what happend he goes Halima took my hand and put it on the hot water" Sheno sheno what a siko I go ask her she goes she sasy she didnt bss i can Just seee in her eyes a lyee my bro issss soooo honest at the age of 4 he is a smart cookie ( Masallah) check this out i got i a figh with the nurse and she told me to shut up and i said u shut up hehe carlito when we went home he Told my mum the nurse told my sister to shut up!!! which means He tells the story men tataah el salam 3alykuim. GRRrRrRrrr i cant wait till my baba comes soo we get rid of her. I mean we treat her good she has 2 mobiles doesnt clean much she eats what we eat goes out I mean Come On. soo tomorrow ill take ali to the hospital if he still feels pain.

UMMMMMM hungry I have stoped eating rice will basiclly FAT food for about 4 days and I am feeling like cheating noww *shhhhhhhhh* I mean i Iam pretty fit but iwant to lose 5 pounds max and lose my tummy hehehe. i was will sport active in Canada but here in kuwait too laszy u get everything done in ur car. soo I am waking up now and be Th old me who runs every Morning goes to the gym often and eats healthy oooki bss not all the time.

will I gota go my Girls got a concert 2day UMm scaried they will forget there lines.

As We Grow

2006-04-05T16:04:00.000-07:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Find a person who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on them; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the person who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds your hand in front of their friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much they care about you and how lucky they are to have you. aaAAaaaWW so0o Cute!!!

Only Laughing On The Outside

2006-03-18T22:41:00.000-08:00

Walking around with a great big smile
This girl with such a "great" lifestyle
It seems like nothing could go wrong
For this girl who seems so strong

She's labeled lucky everyday
"You're so perfect," her friends say
Oh but if they only knew
That these words are far from true

For she's crying deep inside
The teardrops that she has to hide
The heart inside that always breaks
All behind this smile she fakes

And no one sees the hidden tears
That she's held back all these years
The secrets that she must contain
Behind the laugh that hides the pain

2006-03-12T21:00:00.000-08:00

.. E v E n T u a L L y ...
you realize that life sucks love isn't always real ..& happiness is only for a limited time you learn who REAL friends are ..you learn to hold back tears & you learn how to ..act like you don't care ..

Todays leSSon

2006-03-12T02:12:00.000-08:00

todays lesson was on Seasons Its really nice to see the Children ask about winter and fall and Spring since In Kuwait they Only Experinced 2 seasons summer and winter unless they went on vaction to europe or the Cold middle east countries dont laugh at my drawings I mISSSS WINTER *SNiFFF* Man its beeen along Day cant wait to go home and ZzzzZZzzSleeeP. Always my hard and long days at work are SaturDay and Sunday Because I have Them ALL DAY!!! only 2 hrs off for arabic and islamic which they tened to get Supper Hyper also cuz computer class is cancelled for the 2days aweek Mrs.+&^5$# Got married and her Husband made her quit!! which means more work for me GRrrRRr . I honestly understand why my elementary and highschool teachers took pills now i totaly understand( Pain killers). I got marking to do iLL post a pic of my marking math and more math and science HeeeeeF yala ok bye now!!!!! ( falling a sleep while marking everybody A+)

DonnY BrasCo

2006-03-11T23:21:00.000-08:00

ThIs is mY pet yes My Pet Hehehe my True arab roots are coming Out :P Meeet Donny a new Member to The family he's been in our life for 2weeks. Hmmm Maybee in a few months ill have a pet Camal -- ( Hey why not). He wears a diapear and shorts and drinks Nido from a bottle soo cute ^_^.

honey Um Home

2006-03-07T00:26:00.000-08:00

hey, after alot of demands from my friends in Canada to make a journal and I did :) I will start posting and do it up so00o0on.

Dont laugh I am a starter at this soo here I Go.....

Best wishes

Wilted roze